Well it's been awhile. But I'm back now, maybe. We'll just have to see what happens. But i'll never be gone for good, so don't worry about that. Anyhow, there's a lot to tell you all I suppose. Perhaps too much. Ever since coming up here to stay with my dad, life has been... crap. The first week was great, but since then it's all gone down the drain. The first thing that happend was that the phone line got cut off. I started detoxing from not having the net. At first it was okay, because I had just downloaded Adobe Photoshop before it got cut off, so I spent a lot of time, making grapix, and I learned a lot of new things there, and made some kick-ass grapix. Some of them are on flopy disks, but the rest of them are on my computer that is sitting in the van outside with the rest of my stuff, we'll get to that later. Anyway, eventaully i'll upload the grapix soon and post them here so you all can see them. Oh, and just so you know, I do know how to spell Graphics. "Grapix" is my way of spelling it. Don't ask why, it's just the way I do it.
Anyhow, the fighting between my dad and his girlfriend has been raging on and on and on. Getting worse and worse each time. She has a drinking problem, and she knows it, she keeps talking about rehab but hasent gone. I hope you all had a better 4th of July than I did. Mine sucked ass. On the third, Jen talked me and my dad to go with her and her daughter out to Interlarchen to the lake. We went, and it was great. We went swiming in the lake and had a lot of fun. Later that night however, Jen and my dad started fighting because of Paul, Jen's "best-friend". It was just bull-shit. So Christia (Jen's Daughter) went into the lake and were talking, having fun, splashing each other, it was fun I guess, but both of us really wanted to just go home. Anyhow, we finally went home and the fighting contuined there. Christa and I just kinda stayed out of it, even though I knew she was really upset. We talked for a while and then went to bed. The next day wasent all that good, because Jen heard from a "reliable resource" that Christa and I had sex in the lake that night. Which is just bullshit. We didn't do a damn thing in the lake, other than talk. But whatever, I don't even wanna talk about that anymore. Anyhow, the deal was that if we went to the lake on the third, we would do what my dad wanted to on the fourth. My dad wanted to go into town and watch the fireworks. But Jen didn't. She wanted to go back to the lake. I didn't mind where we went. But Christia wanted to go see the fireworks too. Long story short, there was a huge fight and we ended up going out to the lake. Of course there was a huge fight between the two of them there. Which resulted in them breaking up about 12 times, and a lot of driving around. Jen was pissed and wanted to stay the night at Paul's. My dad kept trying to get her to leave, but she kept refusing. This results in a lot of driving in circles, and about 4 hours of me sitting in the back of the van, because she finally left with him. We got back at 2 AM and had absolutly no fun, whatsoever. The next few days were just scatterd about with fights and stuff. Nothing really worth explaing, just know they fought a lot. Christia got so sick of it that she decided to go back to Denver with her dad. She left yesterday. But the day before yesterday. Um, that would be Friday... I think. Yeah, Friday. Jen decided that she was going to really leave my dad this time to be with Paul. Yeah, that was great. Anyway, my dad left to be alone for a while and I stayed at Paul's house with Jen. I don't hold anything against any of them, it's their business not mine.
Anyway, we had a blast! Now, I don't normally write in my journal about when I get stoned, but i'm gunna have to do it this time. Christa knew that at her dads she wouldnt be able to smoke pot, so she wanted to do it one last time before she left. So she got out her Hooka (A Hooka is a water bong, just so you know) and Christa, our friend Elmo, and myself all got messed up. Christa was with us and we smoked about four bowls, Jen and paul took a few hits off of it but thats about it. Anyway, we got pretty high, but then Christa suddenly got up and went inside. Elmo looked at me and said "F*uck 'Em, Let em do what they wanna do." He stuffed the bowl again and we just kept smoking. And man, he must have stuffed that bowl about three more times before we stoped. And each bowl held a quarter. (I forget, but I think that's half an ounce) But man, I got so f*cked up. Afterwords, I had a nice heart-to-heart with Elmo, which I only remember bits and peices of. I've never been so stoned in my life. I was so dizzy, I could barely walk. Anyway, I had a bright idea! Which is weird, considering how messed up I was, but I got Jen and Christa and we went outside and layed down on a blanket and looked at the stars. It was great, we saw a total of four shooting stars. We all fell asleep there, until we were woken up at 5AM to take Christia to the airport in Orlando. I didn't know you could get a hangover from smoking weed, but apparently you can, because I did. And it lasted all day. But it was worth it. Anyway, we ended up moving out of our house, and right now I am with my dad at his friends house. I don't know how smart it is for him to be here, because I know that he hasent been as clean (off drugs) as he says he is. And by drugs I don't mean weed, weed isnt really a drug. I'm not getting too into it, but he's been in some serious stuff. Anyway, the plan is for me to leave to go back home tommorow. But I don't know if that plan will stick. We'll just have to wait and see won't we. Anywho, I gotta pee really badly, so i'm gunna go. Until Next Time~ Have a Hectic Day!
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There is no way, I was going to go all the way up there without music! Uh-uh, no freakin way! I think it look's awesome, if I do say so myself. Today, I logged on to BraveJournal.com, and imagine my suprise, when I realised that my Journal was listed on the 'Popular Journals' section. I think it's sweet. I don't know if the Bravenet team put me there, or if it has anything to do with the fact that I broke 1000 hits in the 30 day period Friday. I think my total number of hits is up to 1100 so far this 30 days. I'm thinking about adding a counter so I will know how many I get longer than a 30 day period, if I do, I won't use Bravenet's counter tho. I will use an invisible one so that only I can see the amount. If you don't beleive me, check the BraveJournal.com Forum. Anyway, i'm out. Later.
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